This is me. Way back when. Back when I didn't have Ulcerative Colitis and didn't think I'd ever have any illness. My first symptoms started when I was in my middle 20's, after my first son was born. The Dr. treated me with Librax for "nerves" and it went away. Off and on over the years the symptoms came back. Then in 1994, for whatever reason, UC came to stay. I tried every drug and treatment available, and after the last treatment with a chemotherapy drug gave me pancreatitis, my GI Dr. advised surgery. In 1996 I had a total procto-colectomy and J-pouch procedure done (big words, I know--even bigger surgery). My UC was CURED! Gone forever! Or...so I was told then. But now, I have a new Dr., had a thorough evaluation by flexible sigmoidoscopy, and lo and behold, the UC isn't gone after all. Oh well. I still feel relatively good and I do have my life back still. I'm able to do everything I enjoy, and I can travel. Big time important! But, arthritis has flared up along with the UC flare up and it isn't much fun. Now I'm on medications again. Hope not for long. Hope the J-Pouch holds. Hope there aren't more surprises in store. Hope is the thing with wings that perches in the soul......(Emily Dickinson)
