Mr. Ames was a 64 year old man who’d come
into the hospital for rectal cancer surgery. The surgeon elected to put Mr. Ames
in the knee-chest position on a special operating table. He was face down with
his butt in the air for hours due to the operation being more complicated than
the surgeon had anticipated. As a result, he had nerve damage to his legs from
the bent position and compression and also developed blood clots in the femoral
arteries. This wasn’t discovered until he’d been in our intensive care unit for
a few days and was awake enough to tell us he had no feeling in his legs.
They’d also become very swollen leading us to suspect blood clots.
Unfortunately, one complication led to
another and the blood clots traveled to his lungs and brain. He ended up in a
coma and on a respirator. He remained that way for three more months in the
intensive care unit until it was finally determined by an electroencephalogram
he was brain dead. As difficult as it was for them, his large loving family
made the decision to remove him from life support.
The day came and the respiratory therapist
turned the machine off and removed the endotracheal tube from Mr. Ames’ mouth.
But he didn’t die. He took a deep breath, then another. His wife and children
looked at each other in amazement. Hope could be seen on their faces.
He continued breathing on his own so we
moved him from the noisy intensive care unit into the quieter cardiac care
unit. He was placed in a private room. It had glass walls and a glass door so
we could see inside, but it also had a curtain that could be pulled for privacy
when his family visited. He was a ‘no code’, so if his heart stopped beating we
weren’t going to resuscitate him. This went on for another month, then we began
seeing signs that he was getting closer to death. His family made us promise we
would call them when he was within hours of death so they could be by his side.
One night when I was working in the cardiac
care unit, I could tell by the changes to his breathing pattern, his heart rate
increase, and blood pressure dropping that he was going to die on my shift. I
called his family as promised and they said they would be in as soon as they
could get there. It was the middle of the night and they’d been asleep. I
watched the heart monitor anxiously, hoping he would remain alive until they
got there.
Forty five minutes passed and they still
hadn’t arrived when suddenly, his heart stopped and the monitor showed a
straight line. I jumped up and ran into the room. He’d stopped breathing as
well. I put my hand on his shoulder and leaned close to his ear. The last sense
to go is the sense of hearing. I spoke loudly into his right ear, “Don’t go
yet, Mr. Ames. Your family is on their way in. They want to be here with you.
Hold on a little longer.” I watched as he took a big, deep breath and started
breathing again. I looked up at the heart monitor and his heart began beating
again. I stayed there another ten minutes until his family burst through the
door. When they entered the room and gathered around I said, “Okay, Mr. Ames,
they’re all here with you now.”
The man who was brain dead smiled a
brilliant smile, stopped breathing, and his heart stopped beating. He had a
beautiful, peaceful expression on his face. I pulled the curtains closed and
pulled the door closed behind me as I left the room so his family could grieve
privately.
1 comment:
Wow, Kathy, what a beautiful story.
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